Wednesday, August 1, 2018

hi

There's this little noise she makes when she's asleep, like in that deep, good sleep that comes after a really great day with people she loves. It's not a moan or a yelp but, kind of in between. When I hear that noise I look over and try to see her through the dark. In those moments everything inside of me is screaming, I FUCKING LOVE YOU!

It sounds better than the best Frank Turner song.

Maybe one night I will scream I FUCKING LOVE YOU when she makes that sound. One does want a bit of the surreal in a marriage after all.

But then I think, I want to live.

Anyway, I miss that noise when she's away.

Have a day.