I don't masturbate like I used to. But with TGB gone I gave myself a tug last night. I fell asleep halfway through. I woke up this morning and finished the job. With a lot of numbness in my hand. It made the whole completion process uncomfortable and just something to get through rather than enjoy.
Two years sober today. If an asshole like me can get my shit together, you can too. Unless you're a loser.
Have a day.
My fingers still tingle :-/